Look and see! Come and see! How many times have you heard these sayings? Why? Why do we use two verbs? Are these separate actions? Look and see. Come and see. What’s that all about?
The last several months, I have been waiting to have cataracts removed from my eyes. The first of those was removed this week. The lens in my left eye was replaced by a man made lens. Now several days later, the change in my eyesight is nothing less than miraculous. The detail is magnificent, the contrast striking, a kaleidoscope of brilliant color. I had no idea how much my sight had deteriorated. There is more beauty and color in a simple blade of grass than I ever thought possible. Clouds now paint sky pictures that make me stop to look…and to see.
That’s the point, you know. We look, but do we see? I think that is why we formed the phrase, because there is a difference between those two verbs. Look…and see. They are two different activities. We are always looking, but we don’t always see. There is sight, but that is a far cry from vision. We look, but do we see?
In the gospel of John, Jesus is at Cana . So is Philip and he has brought his friend Nathaniel. Philip comes to Nathaniel and says “We have found him! We have found him of who the law and the prophets spoke. It’s Jesus of Nazareth .” Nathaniel laughs. “Can anything good come out of Nazareth ?” he says. “Come and see,” says Phillip. Nathaniel approaches Jesus and he knows. He is lucky. He has the eyes to see. He asks Jesus how he knows him. Jesus just says “I saw you under the fig tree before Philip called you.” And Nathaniel knows that everything has changed. He calls Jesus the Son of God and for Nathaniel, his understanding of the world will never be the same. Nathaniel came and he saw.
For four months, I have known that I had cataracts. They were attached to the back of the lenses in my eyes, forming a gray cloud over everything that I viewed. It happened gradually over a period of several years. Once I had been diagnosed, I tried to make it a point to remember how I saw, because I knew it was going to change and I wanted to remember the difference. I didn’t realize how much I was missing. This week I rediscovered things I had forgotten or could no longer see. I have hair on my arms, lots of gray in my beard, a wife even more beautiful than I saw the week before. I saw crepe myrtle trees and oak leaves almost as though I had never seen them before. I had forgotten how lustrous is this world that God has given us for a playground.
In the thirteenth chapter of Matthew, nestled among a series of parables, Jesus tells his disciples the purpose of using parables. Jesus says: You (the disciples) get to know the secrets of the kingdom, but they don’t. You have listened, so you get to hear more. To the one who does not listen, even what he has will be lost. “…seeing, they do not see, and hearing they do not hear, nor do they understand” [12: 13]. Jesus quotes the prophet Isaiah, saying that “their eyes they have closed.” For those who do not listen to God’s Word, they are like the cataracts that covered my vision in a shroud of fog until I no longer saw what was there in plain view. After a while, even what I saw, I didn’t really see any more.
It’s a funny thing the way God works in our lives. He has certainly been working on me the past few years. This last year, it is as though my eyes finally opened. God had planted the seeds of change in my life and he has given me plenty of signs to confirm his direction for me. The question is not whether God has made himself known. The question is whether I am ready to lay down my need to self-direct and follow God’s clear and present lead. The fact that I have spent many years in one profession is no reason that I am intended to continue to labor there. The fact that I have spent many years in one location is no reason that I am intended to remain there. The fact that I had a plan for retirement is no reason that I am intended to carry out that plan. The vision is there, but I have to do more than look. I have to see.
In his letter to the Corinthians, Paul gives us his beautiful discourse on love in chapter 13. After telling us the attributes of love, Paul reminds us all that now he sees only though a “glass dimly”, or a “mirror darkly.” Then, he says, referring to when he meets God in heaven, then he…and we, will see face to face. Paul reminds us that even at our best, we see only a vague image of that which we will ultimately see. In Paul’s day, the Greco-Roman version of a mirror was some highly polished metal. There was no glass. That view sounds a lot like the way I have been seeing through cataracts. The vision is incomplete and veiled at best. That is what a “glass darkly” looks like.
My travels through the world of dimmed vision have been quite a revelation. I can’t help but think of Paul. Blinded in order that he might really see, the book of Acts tells us that “something like scales fell from his eyes and he regained his sight” [9: 18]. The loss and restoration of Paul’s physical sight was only a metaphor for the main event. The real deal was that now Paul didn’t just look at Christianity. He saw it for what it was. From that moment on, Paul’s spiritual vision became a light to the Gentiles and still illumines all who read the Scriptures.
Paul’s experience with God is not unique. It happens to all of us who come to see God. And in this case, seeing is believing! My own experience is like that. How ironic that God would bring me limited physical sight at the very time he was opening my heart to see him more clearly on a spiritual level. I am grateful for the physical vision that is being restored to me, but I’m much more grateful for the vision that God has planted in my heart, for that is the place where we really see. That is the place where the Holy Spirit meets us and fills us with the faith that lets us turn our lives over to God.
In 1895 while living in Dubuque , Iowa , Clara Scott penned the hymn “Open My Eyes That I May See.” The first verse goes like this:
Open my eyes that I may see
Glimpses of truth Thou hast for me;
Place in my hands the wonderful key
That shall unclasp and set me free.
Silently now I wait for thee,
Ready my God, Thy will to see.
Open my eyes, illumine me.
Spirit divine!
Illumine me. Illumine us. Let those who have eyes to see, see what God has in store. Let the film be removed, let the scales drop from our eyes. The vision that awaits each and every one of us is nothing less than miraculous!